[Can I Not Do This Thing As Often As Before?]

For the past few days since the World Trade Center incident, I have been really not in the spirit to do the blog thing. It's not that I am that terrified to go to the U computer lab and update the blog, but rather that I feel this peculiar urge to sit down and watch CNN and wait for the Pentagon to declare "Hell yeah, let's go to war!", although I hope that they don't.

Anyway, classes are still in session and (bundles of) homeworks needed to be sent in by their due dates; so, I see no point of changing the way that I run my day normally. Okay, maybe a lot of Americans are angered and saddened by the tragedy, but that does not mean that I need to act differently.

The blog can wait, not because of anything related to the recent horror, but just because I am junior now (hurrah - a 3rd year student) and my major requires me spending more of my precious youth and energy and healthy eyesight with my brick-thick, extra-confusing textbooks. Before this, I could just write up the blog at any time there is free time. Now, my free time is wasted on massaging my legs because I walk from a class to another like a speeding turtle (heavy bag, short legs, long distance).

Any-who, I don't feel like writing about the WTC tragedy, partly because, well, every time I write about something, it would finally turn out to be either (i) insultingly humorous, or (ii) sickeningly sarcastic. I believe, to the extent of my miniscule EQ (that's the nemesis of IQ), both kinds of blog entry are not suitable, and probably idiotic, in times as such of now. So, my last word concerning [hey, what is the issue here?] this is that, can I not update my blog as often as before, and have my life back to me, all to myself?

Hey, wait a minute...I don't need to ask you for permission to do that, right? [What an a-hole!] The reason is, well, I don't feel like talking that much anymore. I'd rather read than talk. I don't know, maybe it's just the 'student mode' thing doing its stuff on me. Frankly, I just feel that this blog is just holding me down.

by The Reclusive Entity Formerly Known as .......... (insert a Greek symbol here).

p/s: I will still entertain my guestbook frequently though, if that would -in any way- help keep your passion for my entry burning strong. [Whatever lah, Lalat.]