I wish that I could be who I wanted all the time. Sometimes, I wish that I could just lose myself inside of a crowd and quietly slip and fade away from the hustle and bustle of it all. I wish that I could just stop walking on my way to class and leisurely sip the juicy morning air that floats amongst the leaves. I wish that I could just turn around and walk away and return to where I left and start all over again. But deep down inside my consciousness, I know I couldn't. Nobody would allow it to happen. "No, no! Not to him, he is the eldest son, the eldest grandson. He will set the example for the others and he will be the paragon of success. Destiny has taken him right from the start. He is the chosen one. Upon his future, we are all powerless!”

Thus all is Allah's wish.